Forgot to fill in this important memory.. on Valentine day after she say that he suprise her..

i inturn got surprised. she said that he ask for her to be wid him.. and she agreed.

i was shock cause she said she will think of a answer to reply me and before even replying me she already agreed to him.. guess she didt remember bah.

Her Love for me already left her. Nothing is there worthly of my existance..

I will leave her. and like many other tat say. i too believe that it wont last.

maybe you can prove me wrong but i doubt it.

I dont need your luck. as saying good luck is the most irresponsible thing one can say to another.

This is the first time i ever felt heartbroken. and guess this feeling sucks. i dont want to feel this again. never again.. If i am not worthly of your love. den so be it bah.. i will find someone who will understand me and will FORGIVE ME for the mistakes i make cause she love me.. and not leave me once conflict occure.

I WILL MOVE ON.. This piece of memory will forever be in my heart. ( What you think will never be what things are. What seems strong on the outside are usually brittle on the inside.)

i tot we were strong. i tot we can handle everything. i tot you were caring and forgiving. i tot you were devoted. i was wrong. so wrong.