Im Ed. thats me 20, Serving the Nation
My WishList IPhone
Camera
Experience Winter in Japan
A keyboard (musical de)
a necklace tat able to represent me
a dog
sunglasses >.<
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This few days i brought to the 7th level of hell and brought back to earth. Why do i say this.
Explaination: After really thinking through , i was 1000% sure that i want her back and i am asure that i would really put in everything into this relationship but fate dont always go my way, she fell inlove with someone else.. when i heard that sentence from her. i felt my whole world shattered. ( this is where my blogname come about) i was devastated. She told me she didt know what to do, she said she still feeling for me yet at the same time the other half was with the new guy. Thinking that in just 2mth+ she could really just change so fast and forgot about me only makes me even more emotional. i cried.
she said " ren wei shen mer yao si qu le chai hui zhen xi"
i replied "ru guo mei zai yi qi hui zhi you hou hui er mei zhen xi"
I really regretted so much for this mistake, i want her back so so so badly. but her flicker thinking is wearing me down. i really dont know how long i can hold on.. i really dont know.