Im Ed. thats me 20, Serving the Nation
My WishList IPhone
Camera
Experience Winter in Japan
A keyboard (musical de)
a necklace tat able to represent me
a dog
sunglasses >.<
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about 3-4 mths before the breakup. i was having a conversation with bertrand about each of our relationship. Bertrand told me his concern bout his future and Donna's future seems so uncompatible.
It made me think about my relationship with michell. I started to falter and weaver between whether or not should i try continue my relationship with her. I really didt want to waste her time. But i couldnt make up my mind. i started asking many people what should i do. Many call me not me waste her time and break up with her. My brain tells me to follow with what others and break up with her but My heart was insisting that i shouldn't. As a result i dragged this feeling for another 3 more months.
On that very dreadful day, She came over to my house. We were very emotional that day. She was on the verge of breaking up with me. At that moment, i didt know what to do. I chose the STUPIDEST THING TO DO, following the flow.
Feel so much like erasing this day from my memory.
