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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I finding myself getting more and more paranoid.

when she said she going out with her best friend to a birthday party.
i would think
1. is he with them at the party
2. if not than is she spending her time there on the fone with him

everytime i msg her and she msg me only like 20 - 30 mins later
i would think that
1. is she talking to him that why didt see my msg?
2.is he with her that why she didt want to msg me?
3. is she msg-ing him thats why she didt have time to reply?

she told me she isnt and i trusted her,
but i just dont know why ill just keep on thinking about it and get afraid

this sentence always appeared
"what if she was lying"
i wouldnt know. i felt so drifted away from her

i know im getting paranoid. but i dunno what can i do to stop it.
i can only say. i love her too much that my brain only works for her.